I KEEP GETTING FUCKED UP

I have a condition, every time I try to get laid I fuck it up. It's not that I say anything. I can fake a cheap moan or beg like a bitch.
I'm not dropping the L bomb, I do in fact just want to fuck in most instances. And I don't have high ambitions about the candidates. I'm an EOE.

The real deal is the drugs. The drugs right before the fucking takes place. I keep warping every bone-hard-dude into a femme, a pansy. I'm not secretly lusting for a babe either. I'm just into emasculating a dude right before a good noshing. Creating a situation that's more comfortable for me.

Even on top I resent them, a third of the time they've placed me up there.